Passing by

In His Name, the Most High

It's obvious I'm not a good blogger.  Very happy to talk to my family tonight while everyone is asleep.

It's a Thursday morning.  I wish I have self improvement but just struggle upon struggle.   I need God's mercy and His forgiveness to keep going.  

There will be a time where I no longer exist.  This post will exist on the internet and I will be gone.  

I hope I don't leave this world until God is pleased with me.  

The Islamic New Year begins tonight at midnight.

To God we belong and to God we shall return.

5 years later

I still remember the account name and password after 5 years.  I think that is impressive news to share.   haha.  My children are older now and in school.  Studying with them is my least favorite thing to do.  I need to learn how to make teaching fun and where they can pay attention and stay focused.  Why do I still bother to post or keep this blog.  One reason is I can have my children read what I posted.  Something that will stay in cyperspace and where they can read when they get older.

I wonder what my legacy will entail?  How my life will end?  If I did what I was supposed to do and what my goals were to achieve in this life and the Hereafter.  

Live as a traveller in this world. Just a temporary life.  Nothing more, nothing less.

I still make du32 to God to remove the love of this life from my heart.  Insh'Allah I don't carry a heavy weight on my shoulders on my final destination.

Until, next time.

With God's protection.

New Year

Well in previous posts it took two years to put up something. I'm not about to make a resolution that I will start posting often. I don't have a lot of time available to write anything meaningful. So why keep a blog? It's nice to look back and see what I posted before and read what was going on in my life, even though I don't share much.

I didn't celebrate the new year, I don't think there was ever a year I did. Let's just wish for a peaceful year and that Allah swt be happy with us and guide us to the right path.

Early Monday Morning

It's the last Monday for the month of October. I'm kind of weary about what to share in public. For the most part, I'm a private individual. However, I do like to express my opinions from time to time. Yet, I don't know what topic I would like to give my opinion about. Did that make any sense? Well, it's almost 2 in the morning. I should be in bed asleep just like the rest of the family.

I keep saying that I want to update the blog more, but it seems that everytime I say that its months later when I actually do post an entry. I do have a lot of responsibilty on my shoulders and I'm sure most people would understand why I'm not able to frequently post something.

Maybe next time, if I find a news article that I want to comment on I'll link it and then put my two cents worth. We'll see when that will be! :)

Goodnight or good day where ever you are.

Friday night

What should I talk about? People blog about family, politics, religion, something interesting that happened to them, partying, give reviews, ranting....so on and so forth.

But what would be a topic I can blog about. I think throughout the day about different things. Before I had no interest in cooking. Now suprisingly, I like to watch a cooking show at 2 p.m. to learn, since I refuse to learn from people I know.

It's Friday night, and while some people might have an event they planned for or they are out for the evening, I'm spending it home with the kids and hubby.

Well this is my second post for the month. Not bad. It would be nice to keep the blog updated from time to time. We'll see how that will turn out.

Goodnight.

Three months later

I would like to post more often, but what can I do. I barely have time for myself. It's funny. The kids are asleep and so is my DH. Well, why wouldn't they be it is past 2 in the morning. Alhamd'Allah I'm happy and I have nothing to complain about.

I would like to share many things, but I want to keep some privacy.
I wonder when will be the next time I will post. Every time I say I want to post an entry, something turns up and sometimes it takes months if not years to write. It's amusing to say the least.

Well, I should be heading to bed. Goodnight.

Back to blogging again

I haven't forgotten this blog. The past two years were new chapters in my life or rather two new books. First, marriage and then a year later becoming a mother. It's past two a.m. right now and I can't go into detail because I should really be sleeping. I don't know when the next time I will be able to post an entry but there is much to share, but so little time to do it. I will be out of town in the next few days. I'll see if I will be able to post something on Tuesday.